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smell my what?? [05 Jun 2009|11:05am] wayhey!! my download tickets arrived yesterday morning. i really don't think i could actually be more excited at all! it's like only 6 days away then we're off to catch le bus in le town at 9 am! then it's party, party, party all next weekend!! so i'm guessing this will be a quiet weekened then, lol. locker tickets arrived yesterday too, to hde all the valuables in, and which has a charging point for phones in it, so that's all good too. am i excited??!! hell yeah!! although we did put the tent up t'other day adn it was smaller than i had thought it was, but really, it'#s not like it needs to be any bigger than somewhere to sleep and store cider really, lol. heard it might be raining which might be a bit poo, but then again, you never really can trust teh weather can you?? off to centre soon to get sun tan lotion, cheap toothbrushes, throw away socks, sawdust (for the hamster) and i was sure there was more i thought of, but i can't remember now.... saved a ton of money for going away, and ross' parents are darlings and gave us some extra money for going. ross is totally spoiled as i have worked out!!

smell my what?? [23 May 2009|10:29am] i'm actually getting quite stressed about the football tomorrow, and not in terms of wether or not we win this league or not, but because opn all the rangers boards, everyone that stays in ek, has said they are coming to the murray either for the gasme, or after the game cos it's a good atmosphere and colours allowed and all that. only problem is. i'm working. aaargh!! and if i believe right, there is only about 5 of us in the whole day. we're gonna end up getting shut down.

1 got a boner in PE -  smell my what?? [29 Apr 2009|04:00pm] why is it when peopole talk to you about charity and stuff, and ask your age, i always stumble and give thema false age, like i just told someone i was aged 22, when i'll be 25 in 3 months time, i'm a fecking idiot. lol.

1 got a boner in PE -  smell my what?? [15 Apr 2009|12:42pm] wayhey! i have just sent £482.98 in the space oif five minutes. booked download tickets for me and ross, with camping and bus included!! all i got to do now is save money so i caneat, and drink while i'm there!! lol. but i'm all excited. been looking through the bus rules, and ross reckons we're not allowed to take the tent. i told him he's being a daft cow, cos like it's a bus specifically for the festival, so of course you'll be allowed tents, on top of your holdall luggage, and even though it says no booze, i highly doubt that's true either, and if it is, i'll just have to pack loads on my holdall!! and that is that!! Ross is sleeping just now. both of us have been pretty sick for a couple days, and luckily yeterday and today are my days off work, so i've just been lying on the couch, but ross has been in work, he left this morning, and then i woke up later about 10 with him getting back into bed. i thought i was dreaming, but he'd been sent home, and he's been sleeping ever since. i might actually have to wake him soon, or he'll never sleep tonight, get him some lunch, and he can sleep again this afternoon if he needs to. he does look really sweet sleeping though x

smell my what?? [09 Apr 2009|10:32am] i'm proper stressing out my head this weekend, cos i'm constantly working, i mean friday night, sat during the day, and sunday night, and vikki is coming up for like 4 days over the weekend, and i only have like 5 hours on saturday night to see her, but roz is leaving to go away top crete for 6 months on monday, and i don't have time to see her. now if vikki and roz were speaking, they could have both came round on sat night, and it would have been easy, but no, they hate each other, and avoid each other at all costs, which is no fun for me being stuck in the middle when you only have one weekend and no time to see them seperately. sucks man. in other news, i love living with ross so much. even his farts make me laugh and smile. and thank god he shaved his head last night. two weeks of growth does not look good on him at all!!

smell my what?? [20 Mar 2009|10:17am] got my deposit back from the old flat. but i'm still poor in the bank, unfortunately i decided it was a good idea to put all the money away for our tickets for download this summer. but it's like £250 i just had in one hand, and now it's gone. i didn't spend a penny of it! but you know, summer holiday and all that, cos we're like poor and all we can afford is to sleep in a muddy field and see bands for three days, but it's gonna be super duper.

smell my what?? [15 Mar 2009|11:28am] went out to teh new centre point last night. it's called downtown. i wish i was downtown, only the sort of downtown they talk about in films, where a cop says they are gonna take you downtown, cos even a week in jail would have been more fun than that place!! i know i'm old, but there was like four seats in teh whole place!! they used to have three bars, now it's one big giant area, with neon lightin, and one bar and ten hours to find toilets and people pushing into yo from seven hundred different angles. i could have killed 80 people with one step!!

smell my what?? [04 Mar 2009|09:16am] There's snow everywhere!!! i love snow!! snow! snow ! snow!! only bad thing is it's 9am, and i'm up and dressed. what's that all about?? yeah, i'm waiting for some guy to come fix our heating, cos the heaters are only heating up at the top and sides and need to get a major flushin out apparently. sigh. where is he?? ross phoned me to make sure i was up, i was like, you bastard!! although i kicked and hit him about twenty times this morning to make sure he actually got out of bed when his alarm went off, cos he always falls back asleep and wakes up again 5 minutes before he has to leave. silly boy!! been here with ross nearly a month now. it's super amazing. without the risk of sounding cheesy, but yeah, we just fit together right. no arguments yet, at all. although i have the feeling that at the point when we do have one, it's gonna be a super massive plate throwing, iron over face type one! but not for years.

1 got a boner in PE -  smell my what?? [03 Mar 2009|01:28pm] yay, i have a three hour shift at work at work today! how awesome to have such a short shift! Ross has handed in his notice at the pub. and i'm glad cos it's making him ill working like 18 hours a day, getting 5 hours sleep and then working again the next day. although i thought he would just walk out on saturday night. and i would have stood by him if he had. boss was well out of order!! going to centre before work to get a pair of trainers to wear out on saturday night. babycham ones me thinks. to match a denim skirt, checkered jumper and a chain. casual rachel style me thinks. even though all the other girls that will be there are all like glamour pusses. oh well. i'm just me so nanananana

smell my what?? [02 Mar 2009|10:40am] i hate working sunday nights, and monday mornings. it's not air to only have 10 hours to sleep between shifts. well not 10 hours sleep. 10 hours to go home, get some sleep, and get up and ready in morning, have breakkie, and be back in the pub. think i'll watch a cheesy film while ross is working tonight. ooh and he's out tomorrow night too. at the footie.

smell my what?? [27 Feb 2009|10:38am] so the new centre point opens tonight...it's called "downtown" ahaha, and the over 30's cabaret bar they always had is called "sinatras" teehee. didn't really get a bollocking in work, just said, we've been over this, you knwo where i'm coming from, sort it out, and no more trouble. i'm like, ok. 8 and a half hours today. mooo. and it's raining. think i'll phone el taxio!! and i do hope the juke box is fixed today. we got a jukebox in. it has faith no more on it, it has good charlotte on it, it has biffy clyro, it has metallica, it has flogging molly, and enter shikari, and i havent got looking any further cos we had to turn it off, because it has "you'll never walk alone" on it, and that's just gonna cause fights in our pub. esp with an old firm coming up in two months. but it's getting taken off today *fingers crossed* so i can play with it all afternoon!!

1 got a boner in PE -  smell my what?? disciplinary... [26 Feb 2009|10:28am] okies, so i got hauled into work on monday and yelled at, and got keys for locking up taken off me, cos apparently i went power mad (lol) i blame her for understaffing me! i mean ffs, a saturday night, two bars open, karaoke, the karaoke dudes last night working there before we get a new one, and h9ow many staff do i have on?? 2!! i don't mean, me and 2 others, no, i mean me and 1 other. it's a fucking joke, and I get into shit for people climbing on tables (45 of them, 1 of me), and everyone still sitting singing when i'm trying to chuck them out (again, 45v1) so what a fucking load of piss! oh, and next night after old firm, only me and 1 other member of staff, while the boss sits and gets pissed at one end of the bar, her boyfriend at the other, pissed off at each other, both drunk and making me take fucking stupid mssgs between one other, like "ask yvonne if she's got a fag" "tell scott i wnat my keys back" "does she want one?" and then i got into shit when i got back from my holiday over everything that weekend. bollocks if you ask me!! so she told me on monday, while shouting at me, while making me cry, and causing me to be not able to breath, that i would be getting a disciplinary on thursday. however, correct me if i'm wrong, but you need written notice of a disciplinary, correct, 24 hours ahead of it, if i believe i am correct, telling me of my rights that go with it, i.e. having another person present, paperwork, evidence, etc? as to which i haven't recieved. therefor, if she tries to have one with me today, i can report her for incorrect proceedings? or refuse to go for it, seeing as i do not have written notice of it??

2 got a boner in PE -  smell my what?? long time.... [21 Feb 2009|02:55pm] i've been hiding once again, but this time in the little land of super awesome happy times. i've moved into a new flat, it's super pretty. with a boy. well, not a boy, a man, Ross. he's very manly actually! although he couldn't change a tyre the other day and had to phone green flag to get it fixed. bless. we're right across from the town centre so it's great for going out drinking. which we do lots. drinking is fun. i heart sitting in and playing little big planet, it's an uber awesome game! i must run and dye my hair as we were heading out dancing tonight. ahaha. it's taken me like ages to persuade him to come out in ek, but yeah, managed it. it's like funny, cos i mean, he's 32, he's past the like dancing thing, actually, he never done the dancing thing, it's an "it's a saturday nght and it's drinking time" thing he does at teh dancing. plus he's still like the whole metal dude thing, and east kilbride is the whole dance thing. on that note, centre point is closing for the last time tonight. also known as pulling point. hence why i shall be keeping away from there. although i did get a pretty new dress from h&M to go out tonght, although i may not be wearing it. i may stick to jeans and a top, cos like, yeah. i've moved, like hardly any of my stuff, and we planned to finish it this week. so we went out drinking on monday, flat tyre on tuesday, drinking on wednesday, shopping and drinking on thursday, zoo and drinking last night, and today is football and drinking. maybe tomorrow? old firm game last week. draw. bollocks. worst game ever. not to mentioned again.

smell my what?? [26 Dec 2008|11:51am] had the most amazing christmas ever yesterday!! i've been seeing an amazing guy called ross, for only like the last three weeks, but it's just the best thing that's ever happened to me in my life. everything just fits, and it's just right and we've barely spent any time apart. he came and stayed over christmas eve, so we had our first christmas together yesterday, woke up, had bacon on bagels, and opened pressies, and he got me the cutest penguin slippers in the entire world. unfortunately we both had to go to work, but luckily we work together, so that was all good. he's only like 3 shifts a week in my work, so it's not like the whole, wierd thing, but i love working with him. finished work at 6, after drinking all day while working, but hey, it was christmas! and we all had a wee party in the lounge, which was nice, before we went to hudsons to meet other people. was so nice having a lovely time!! christmas rocks!

1 got a boner in PE -  smell my what?? [16 Nov 2008|01:05pm] i actual hate guys. i hate hate hate hate hate them. and i hate that i was crying over a guy in front of my BOSS last night. i can't believe that he's been like all relationship without the actual saying we're seeing each other officially for like a month, maybe two months, although the whole thing has been going on since about january, and then last night he's like "oooh i'm on the same place as you, come see me" and then he proceeds to dance and hugs and kiss a girl right next to me when i'm talking to him. didn't think i would get upset, but i really really did. i did the wholei'm not caring, still talking to his friends who are my friends thing while he was all over her, but when i walked away, that was it. could not deal at all. cursing to high heaven. outside, being upset, and everyone agreed because they know whats been hapening, that he was being a complete asshole. and it so did not help that when i was standing outside with them, chatting waiting for a taxe, he's up just behind me, still all over her. i think i actually died inside. and what really hurts is all my best friends that i really needed a hug off and to tell me that he doesn't matter, don't live anywhere near me anymore, and now i'm really upset cos i really miss vikki and i wish she didn't live in brighton, because all i want to do right no is go round and sit with her and just watch crap on telly, and talk about how stupid guys are, and how we don't need them, and have a huuuuge hug. but i can't because she's like fucking 800 miles away, and i really miss her. i love how sincw we've been 11 she's been just round the corner, literally, and even when i moved to the murray, she was still only a 15 minute walk away, and now i can't see her when all i really want to do is go see her. and when i didn't have vikki i had roz, but roz lives in london now, and it's just killing me, cos i don't have my girls around anymore, and all i need is one of them here to take my mind off everything. i know i have jenn, but nothings been the same with us since robin came around. i know she hasn't actually changed, and i like them together. but we don't talk about stuff anymore. not like actually talk about proper things that are really going on.

smell my what?? [12 Nov 2008|02:20am] i'm suffering from a minor case of depression right now. i feel completely alone now that roz has been gone for like three months and vikki for nearly two. at first i didnt notice it, but i miss just phoning people and arranging to meet up for a drink or two, or go shopping for just one thing and spending all day in the centre. or the nights the three of us used to meet at one house and have dinner and drinks, then go into town drinking, and then after being well pished go back to one of ours and play poker till 7 in the morning. and i so miss that. all i've really got close friends wise is jenn, and she's got robin, and she's ngot her new puppy, and she's got world of warcraft, and all i've got is my work, and i guess i've got friends from work, and i've got bobby who comes into work, and i have awesome weekends hanging out with him, but it's not the same as having your best female friends near you. having them around to just call up and know they'll be there as soon as you need them over something. the whole bobby thing. i hate what's going on. when i first met him we dated a few times, and we kissed, and hugged and stuff, nothing majorly worth noting though, and talked on txtes all the time, and then we sort of went friend like, and just nhung out now and then, and then last couple of weeks it's been loads ofhanging out. came with me to a party, then i was having one, and he came up early with me to help me get everything ready, and then after everything was winding down here took me to one of his friends, then back to his to stay, which was his idea, and it was nice. even though i know is parents from drinking in my work, but i just slept there, it's no biggie. although i was in halloween costume so had to steal clothes to get home in the morning. but i'm not giving his jeans back, they fit nice, look nice, and are far too comfy. plus i accidentaly spilt hair dye on them today.

smell my what?? [24 Oct 2008|12:31pm] so barry ferguson was in a pub in east kilbride two sundays ago, and no one told me till two days ago!! absolutely gutted! i could have went and perved over him, but alas, it was not to be. although rod stewart is playing at my work tonight!! not the real rod stewart though, a tribute act. and in two weeks we have robbie williams, and two weeks after that we have neil diamond!!! neil diamond i said!!! be excited!! i took my parents laptop to the little place that makes the world run smoother, also known as the computer shop, and trebled the ram on it, because well, WOW just doesnt work the same when you only have 448 of ram. anyone who plays wow, me and jenn are both on the darksorrow server, so be sure to come say hi if your on that too. novalixor, kolixa, or llabnala will be sure to get one of us. other news...ooh this old guy jimmy martin brought a young guy into the pub for me to meet, cos he's been in before, and he told jimmy he'd taken a bit of fancy to me, so i said, yeah, send him in, we'll see how it goes. and no. ick. wierd shaped face, dressed like a ned and called me hen. that was enough to put me off in the first two minutes of meeting him. now i have nothing against neds in general, in fact i have had a crush on many a few, but the whole hen thing. i'm only 24 ffs!! am i really a hen yet???

1 got a boner in PE -  smell my what?? i'm alive! [30 Sep 2008|12:05pm] yes, as it turns out i am alive believe it or not. super excited about the return of heroes just now! downloading ep1 of series 3 just now while i chill out at my parents. it's absolute carnage at home just now. i'm getting a new bathroom fitted and they arrived at half 8 this morning while i was still sleeping. everything has been ripped up, and they've started fitting bits back in, but there's no loo!! which is why i'm up here. even though i should probs sit in the house while they do work, but what's the point? ok so my sister is there just now, sort of. she's left just now i imagine, but i'm still busy doing stuff online. i miss being online. hello livejournal, this is rach, have you missed me? don't want to go to work tonight. mooness. work is evil ya know!! went out for a couple hours last night after spening about five hours on the phone to jon. was well awesome catching up with him. went to the bowling to play pool with my sister and john, got chatted up by a guy who's dad drinks in my pub. he works up the bowling, it was quite amusing. he is a wee bit of a cutey too. we were just chatting and he comes out with "so where's you're boyfriend tonight?" and it made me laugh cos it's a so not subtle way of asking if you're seeing anyone. anyway, he had to get back on with his work after a while, so we'll see if i see him around, cos he occasionally comes into work to see his dad. and play the puggies. what else can i say that's happened..... holiday was well fun!!! i want food. i may go raid my parents fridge!!

smell my what?? *sniiffs* [23 May 2008|02:32pm] actually so heartbroken last night when aberdeen knocked that first goal in, never mind the absolute gut wrenching when novo was sent off, and then the dons knocking a second one into the back of the net. was so close to tears, and had to go into the staff room to calm myself down. and immediately after it, had emma texting me to say champions!! and i screamed at my phone and got into trouble. oops had a half bottle while i was working then went out down the town centre, and luckily i got intoa taxi when the hoops fans all started singing, cos otherwise i'd have been fighting somewhere. not good. woke up still drunk, up at parents using the net of the inter variety. had some daft twat noising me up on here about the fucking celtic bhoys. hopefully we can save some face on saturday, but it doesnt look that way. moo

1 got a boner in PE -  smell my what?? [16 May 2008|10:38am] completely gutted about the loss in the football, and i can say it, we didn't play that well in the first half, but we def didn't deserve that bastard second goal. ibrox was full by the time i finished work, so i got vikki and we took a drive up paisley road west to see all the flags, with our flag flying out the sunroof of course! and then headed back to east kilbride to get ready. got our faces all painted, blue noses and red white and blue whiskers in the style of the scarf, and headed down the murray to watch it on the big screen in the pub. as i work there, i get best seats, ahaha, did get a good seat though, loved the atmosphere so much!! we had pints of fosters for only 1.50, of which a drank a lot of! only one time i went to toilets, not during the match, was the time zenit scored their first goal. i missed it. and i came back and it was 1-0 and i was like wtf happened there?? was actually gutted so much! got a phone call from john in manchester at the start of the game asking wat was going on as the screen had gone down there.couple of guys from the pub got jumped at 4am after the match. eenis ended up with black eyes, and andy got slashed, 20 stitches or something. i mean ffs!! said it was some english cunts, 6 of them, jumped them, so i know everyone is complaining all about rangers fans causing troubl, but it wasn't all us!! honest after the match, i started on the vodkas, and ended up going to cp, of which i don't remember. although i do remember i havent been that hungover as i was yesterday for about 4 years. i was really bad. and i was working from 6 o'clock, and i was sttill dying, so much that when i finished at half 12, i was still ill, and threw up. lovely. but maureen didn't think i was hungover, she thought i was actual proper ill and looked after me. but at least we can still on the gers front, win the treble. wayhey!! mon the gers!!

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